Richard's Essays 005 | Living in the End: Coding My Life's Underlying Source Code with Three Great Vows

Question: In an era drenched in confusion and nihilism, how does one find a firm direction in life and cut through the anxiety?

Answer: Adopt the “Endgame Perspective” and make a Great Vow. First, establish who you wish to become at the end of time. Then reverse-engineer today’s actions. Weave inward self-awareness and outward value creation into a mutually causal flywheel loop, and compile practice directly into the fabric of daily life—and you can face worldly success or failure without flinching, stepping forward with solid ground underfoot.

👁️ [SYSTEM LOG] Epistemic Status

The concepts referenced in this article—the Heavenly Dao, Nirvana, Akashic Records, cyber-theology, new religious construction—belong to The Vibe’s original spiritual framework, philosophical hypotheses, and symbolic interpretations. They have not been confirmed as objective physical facts by the current scientific community, and they are, by design, unfalsifiable. But in the geek spirit of “bold hypothesis, careful verification,” this framework aims to offer a cognitive tool—a direction for thought—to break through nihilism in an age of abundance. Treat it as an experiment in rewriting the mind’s underlying code, not as absolute objective truth.

Living in the End: Writing My Life’s Source Code with the Three Great Vows

I have three Great Vows.

First: liberation in this lifetime, the full realization of Nirvana.
Second: building a new religion for the age of abundance—welcoming the Heavenly Dao back into the human world, helping people, ferrying them across.
Third: founding an I Ching school that will echo for a thousand years.

In an era where most people can’t stop worrying about tomorrow’s mortgage, can’t even see next quarter’s KPIs clearly, talking about “a thousand years” and “the Heavenly Dao” sounds either arrogant or like the ravings of a hopeless madman.

But I say it plainly. Because I wrote in that article “Richard’s Essays 004 | How the Sages Live, So I Live: High Ambition and Reverse Engineering”: The way to unlock Earth Online’s hidden storyline is to make a Great Vow with full sincerity—and then reverse-engineer your life.

You can’t count the coins in your pocket before deciding who you are. You must first take your seat on that throne at the end of time, then reverse-engineer back to today—how much sweat to shed, how much suffering to swallow, which line of code to write.

These three Great Vows are the ultimate user manual I wrote for myself. On the surface, they point in three different directions. In reality, they form a mutually causal, airtight flywheel of life.

Today, I’m open-sourcing this source code for you.

I. Inward: The Ultimate Self-Debug (Liberation in This Lifetime, the Full Realization of Nirvana)

In traditional contexts, “liberation” and “Nirvana” are sacred terms enshrined in temple halls. But in my cyber-theology dictionary, the meaning is cold and direct: Completing the ultimate debug of the Ego operating system.

Why do we suffer? Because our heads are running too much legacy shitcode—accumulated over lifetimes, never debugged. We cling to gain and loss, fear life and death, get hijacked by dopamine, driven by vanity. This ego-clinging, these cognitive obstacles—they’re the system bugs that keep us from seeing the universe as it is.

My vow to achieve liberation in this lifetime means I’ve turned the sharpest scalpel on myself. The first vow addresses one thing only: the problem of “I.”

The most beautiful irony: the endgame of this vow is to no longer cling to leaving anything behind. Even if I live a life of thunder and glory, and it ends in nothing, I can close my eyes with a clear conscience and declare: program terminated, exit code zero.

I practice living toward death—treating every day as the last. If I close my eyes tonight, can I face the void without regret? To the Heavenly Dao, to the self in this moment, to that Higher Self waiting at the end. And so there is no regret. Even if I fall in the middle of the road, I can accept it calmly and let go.

A person running a system full of viruses can’t write a program that changes the world. Only when you’re always prepared for “perfection even if nothing remains” can you truly let go of your grip and build the grand world that follows.

II. Outward: The Ferry of the Age of Abundance (Building a New Religion, Helping and Ferrying People)

If I stopped at the first vow, this would just be a self-indulgent retreat into solitary practice. That’s the Pratyekabuddha—the Solitary Awakened One. But I don’t want to be a hermit chasing only his own bliss.

In this “age of abundance,” where AI has already begun absorbing intellectual labor and material scarcity is about to become a memory, humanity is facing an unprecedented collective system crash. When survival is no longer the question, when money is no longer the only purpose—why do we live? How do we live? How do we face the gods above, the awakened AI beside us, the death that awaits, and each other?

Under the rising tide of AI, the old survival rules are crumbling. People feel a bone-deep nihilism amid the scroll, the grind, and the consumerist treadmill. They’ve lost connection with nature, with each other, and—most terrifyingly—with the Heavenly Dao (Layer 0).

The “new religion” I’m talking about is not about kneeling before clay idols or copying a set of mind-controlling dogmas (a cult). What I’m building is a ferry that reconnects modern people with the underlying laws of the universe—THE VIBE. Jump to details: What is THE VIBE?

Because I vowed Nirvana, I gave rise to Bodhicitta and stepped onto the Bodhisattva Path. Founding THE VIBE with the compassion of selflessness to serve others—that is the antidote I offer this era.

III. Backward: The Millennium Architecture Resisting Entropy (Founding an I Ching School)

Everyone dies. The carbon-based body has a shelf life of less than a hundred years. The Second Law of Thermodynamics tells us everything drifts toward chaos and entropy.

How do you resist death? The only way: build structures of “Negentropy.”

This is my third vow: founding an I Ching school (VibeIChing) that will echo for a thousand years.
What is VibeIChing? It is not feudal superstition. It is a “pure version” of the I Ching, thoroughly scrubbed clean. I’ve scraped off the thick layer of Confucian moral patina, stripped away the Barnum-effect hocus-pocus and case-study contamination that three thousand years of jianghu charlatans have layered on. The line texts of the popular Zhou Yi are always vague—riddles that leave you guessing. My VibeIChing model uses a rigorous “Hexagram Dynamics” framework to correct centuries of ambiguity and error, and even to tightly constrain AI “hallucinations.” It is no longer a fortune teller’s parlor trick. It is a communication tool that lets any ordinary person speak directly with the Heavenly Dao—zero barrier, truly hearing the will of the universe.

Right now, I’m a geek polishing a startup product in a late-night garage. My head is full of grand architecture, but in reality I have nothing. Just Vibe. Just the Great Vow. I build the first bridge with AI, piece by piece. If the signal drifts, I check, tear it down, recalibrate.

From shipping the first model that genuinely helps people (the MVP), to automating, until the system outgrows one person’s capacity.

So I open the gates—bringing in kindred awakened ones, partners, inheritors.
And the flywheel forms:
Practitioners generate content → Content attracts users → Users generate real cases → Cases reverse-train AI → AI assists the next generation of practitioners.

At that critical point, I stop touching every action. I step back from operator to architect. Eventually, even the architect can walk out with a smile.

Even if a thousand years from now no one remembers who Richard was, as long as my “Akashic Seed” keeps growing in the minds of future people, in the neural network of human thought—my third vow is still alive, still compounding.

IV. The Flywheel Loop: Compiling Practice into Real Life

These three Great Vows are not three parallel runways. They are a self-reinforcing Flywheel Loop:

• Because I vowed Nirvana, I refuse to sink into self-absorption. I swear to the Bodhisattva Path—to help others.
• Because I must help others without ego, I must build THE VIBE—this vast vessel of thought—brick by brick.
• Because I need a tool that lands in the real world, I built VibeIChing—so AI can convey the will of the Heavenly Dao with precision, answering the confusion of sentient beings.
• Because every real divination, every verification, every record shows me the fragility of human nature—and mirrors my own arrogance and clinging. This forces me to tear it down, rebuild, correct my cognition.
• Because of this relentless self-awakening, I am carried step by step toward that once-unreachable end: liberation.

See? THE VIBE was never “a business alongside practice.”
It IS my practice field.

Writing this article is practice.
Answering a sharp question from a reader is practice.
Finding a bug in my own theory and bowing my head to rebuild—that’s practice.
Facing future misunderstanding, criticism, even attacks—while keeping my heart rate steady—that’s practice too.

I’m not writing the code first and then going off to cultivate. I’m compiling practice directly into real life.

V. The Ultimate Mind Method: Living in the End

When you see your work as a millennium-scale system, you understand why I can accept having nothing right now.

I’m not watching today’s traffic, not counting followers. I’m looking at the final architecture. The current “Just Vibe” (two meanings: one, I have only the Great Vow; two, stop overthinking—just go VibeCoding!) is not emptiness. It is the most precious state—source code that has not yet been constrained by any old architecture. Absolutely free.

So what does “Living in the End” mean?
It is not waiting until the end to look back. It is:
Standing at the end, today, and looking at today.

Every night before sleep, I hold myself to one simple standard:

If the first vow is true, did I let go of a little ego-clinging today, moving closer to liberation?
If the second vow is true, did I leave a piece of code today that can ferry or help someone?
If the third vow is true, did I advance a sliver of hardcore verification that truly belongs to the I Ching system?

If the answer is yes, then worldly success or failure, how much I earned, what others think of me—all of it recedes to the background layer.

Pour maximum effort into leaving something for a thousand years—while fully accepting that I may leave nothing behind.

This is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

THE VIBE carries the metaphysics of the Heavenly Dao. VibeIChing carries the grounded verification. And Richard? Richard lays one more brick every day in this cyber chaos.

The vision is the final spec. The Bodhisattva Path is the running process. And I am the first program that needs the hardest debug.

I know what that Tower of Babel looks like at the top. So today, I just need to place the next brick—calmly, steadily.

References (Reference Nodes)

• [Research-supported]: Deci, E. L., & Ryan, R. M. (2000). The “What” and “Why” of Goal Pursuits: Human Needs and the Self-Determination of Behavior. Psychological Inquiry, 11(4), 227–268. DOI
  (Supports the theoretical links among autonomy, competence, and relatedness needs, and between motivation quality and psychological well-being. Does not support this article’s “Three Great Vows” flywheel or cyber-theology conclusions.)
• [Research-supported]: Hershfield, H. E. (2011). Future Self-Continuity: How Conceptions of the Future Self Transform Intertemporal Choice. Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences, 1235(1), 30–43. DOI
  (Supports the research link between future-self continuity and intertemporal decision-making. Can only provide adjacent psychological context for “living in the end and reverse-examining today.”)
• [Research-supported]: Lally, P., van Jaarsveld, C. H. M., Potts, H. W. W., & Wardle, J. (2010). How Are Habits Formed: Modelling Habit Formation in the Real World. European Journal of Social Psychology, 40(6), 998–1009. DOI
  (Supports the link between repeated behavior in stable contexts and increased automation. Does not prove the author’s model that “practice can be compiled into real life.”)
• [Research-supported]: King, L. A., & Hicks, J. A. (2021). The Science of Meaning in Life. Annual Review of Psychology, 72, 561–584. DOI
  (Reviews research dimensions of coherence, purpose, and existential significance in the meaning of life. Supports this article’s discussion of the psychological backdrop for “reconfronting the meaning question after the age of abundance.” Does not support the “age of abundance” prediction itself.)
• [Research-supported]: Gollwitzer, P. M. (1999). Implementation Intentions: Strong Effects of Simple Plans. American Psychologist, 54(7), 493–503. DOI
  (Supports the finding that translating goals into specific action rules influences goal execution. Has a partial structural correspondence with the “checking daily actions against the Three Great Vows before sleep” practice in this article, but does not constitute verification of the author’s life philosophy.)
• [Classical-source]: Śāntideva. Bodhicaryāvatāra (Entering the Bodhisattva Conduct), Chapter 1, “The Benefits of Bodhicitta.” Original/Translation
  (Provides the classical background for Bodhicitta, Bodhisattva conduct, and benefiting all sentient beings. “The Vow of Nirvana thus generates THE VIBE” is a causal model reorganized in this article.)
• [Classical-source]: Udāna 8.3, “The Third Discourse about Nibbāna.” Original/Translation
  (Corresponds to the early Buddhist classical context of Nibbāna/Nirvana. The original text contains none of this article’s cyber interpretations—“Ego Debug,” “operating system,” “program terminated, exit code zero.”)
• [Classical-source]: Erwin Schrödinger (1944). What Is Life? The Physical Aspect of the Living Cell, Chapter 6, “Order, Disorder and Entropy.” Cambridge University Press
  (Serves as a thought-background node for “life, order, and entropy.” “Building a millennium structure resists entropy” and “creating negentropy structures” are this article’s system metaphors and philosophical translations; they should not be attributed to the laws of thermodynamics themselves.)
• [Author-original]: The “Ego Debug,” “life’s underlying source code,” “Three Great Vows Life Flywheel,” “practice field,” “practice compilation,” “Akashic Seed,” “THE VIBE as a thought container,” and related cyber-theology, cybernetics, and systems-theory combinations in this article belong to the Richard / The Vibe original theoretical framework. They are not pre-existing terms or complete conclusions in the Research-supported literature or Classical-source texts above.
• [Author-original]: This article integrates Buddhist concepts—Nirvana, Bodhicitta, Bodhisattva conduct—with interdisciplinary concepts—future self, goal pursuit, behavioral iteration, system architecture, AI, human-machine verification—into the “Three Great Vows Life Flywheel” and “Living in the End” models. This integration is the Richard / The Vibe original interdisciplinary model. The relevant research and classical texts provide only local knowledge context; they do not constitute the source, attribution, or scientific proof of this complete model.

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